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Some day we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever I know
Some day my prince will come
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When the prince of my dreams comes to me
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10:16 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
okay, i know i hurt my head real hard in a collision with a 21 yr old guy named Benjamin last friday that sent me flying and bleeding, and got sent to Changi General Hospital.
BUT.
That's not what I want to blog about.
In those critical moments when everything happening around me was a blur flurry, I was amazed at how surreal I felt at that time. You know, like everything and everyone was in a whirl and you are the only one in standstill and each second felt like minutes. Yeah, that was how I felt at that time... damn, I thought i was going to die!
..and... i thought of many things that I have not accomplished in my life.
such as..
being a successful woman in the corporate world..
making lots of money..
writing feature articles for magazines..
being a covershoot model..
more drama or theatre performances..
making a speech and presentation in front of a large crowd..
more time with family and friends.. I really treasure my grandma.. I need more time with everyone..
more time to relax.. go overseas.. Gold Coast.. Australia..
just..
a more fulfilling life.
I was also wondering, if I had died just then, who would have wept over their loss?
God, Grandpa in heaven, Dad, Mum, Ah ma, Bro, Dear.
and probably some friends in disbelief, who cant accept this cruel fact.
like.. my closest cousin, my extended family, Shujun, Cloud, Weiyi, Daisy, Huimin, Julia.
would this be considered a life worth living?
to put it more blatently, am I worth remembering?
swirling thoughts.
I guess I'd never know.
BUT.
That's not what I want to blog about.
In those critical moments when everything happening around me was a blur flurry, I was amazed at how surreal I felt at that time. You know, like everything and everyone was in a whirl and you are the only one in standstill and each second felt like minutes. Yeah, that was how I felt at that time... damn, I thought i was going to die!
..and... i thought of many things that I have not accomplished in my life.
such as..
being a successful woman in the corporate world..
making lots of money..
writing feature articles for magazines..
being a covershoot model..
more drama or theatre performances..
making a speech and presentation in front of a large crowd..
more time with family and friends.. I really treasure my grandma.. I need more time with everyone..
more time to relax.. go overseas.. Gold Coast.. Australia..
just..
a more fulfilling life.
I was also wondering, if I had died just then, who would have wept over their loss?
God, Grandpa in heaven, Dad, Mum, Ah ma, Bro, Dear.
and probably some friends in disbelief, who cant accept this cruel fact.
like.. my closest cousin, my extended family, Shujun, Cloud, Weiyi, Daisy, Huimin, Julia.
would this be considered a life worth living?
to put it more blatently, am I worth remembering?
swirling thoughts.
I guess I'd never know.
[x] missingg ya loadds honeyy ((://*
10:16 PM
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