...actually all these while, I have been giving you hints here and there.. not sure if you realised it.. I'm a little uptight and upset with you for 'pushing' me away to Girl A & Girl B back then cos all these while I have feelings for you.. Just dont know why you push me to other people. I guess you will be feeling very confused now. I'll give you some time to think about this. Once you have the answer and have decided whether you want to be with me, let me know..

Damn. Tio again.

Just imagine, this ex-colleague, whom I have been treating as a good friend, has been telling for a bloody 4 whole months that he is into another ex-colleague of ours, and for 4 bloody months he has been seeking me for advice on how to win the girl's heart, which I readily helped.

4 months later he breaks this horrifying news to me, and does exactly what i advised--to yours truly.

Damn.

I am bloody angry.. it was kind intention on my part to matchmake the both of them together, that's why i didn't mind dishing out suggestions. Little did i know who the end receiver of this surprise would be.

Argh. Just a bloody waste of my time & effort.

He could have been more frank at the beginning. Then this whole long cumbersome thing would't even have started. Wahlao i treat him as friend, trusted him when he said he liked that girl, in the end turn out to be like that. Means he is indirectly lying to me lor. kaoz.

and, if you think that surprise worked for me just because i provided the suggestions, think again.